never more have I wanted love
Hey guys Kyia here… listen to the song I suggested first then read or whichever pleases you just take the time to ask yourself this question and see if you can answer it right away if you can well done if not that’s even better you take the time to let wisdom emerge.
You must ask yourself… “Why do we feel the need for companionship?” May it be… through Family… Friends… Pets… Flowers/Garden or that significant other, “why do we feel such loneliness?, or the fear of being alone then” out of our needs?… out of our insecurities?… “why do we need to belong?… why do we need that person to love?… and for them to love us?…” What meaning is there when we see it…love… right before our eyes, is it the display of eternal affection that causes us to yearn for such a thing?” When we have it… when we miss it, and know what it means to have that intense fire and and insane joy, that destroys everything and builds it up at the very same time, to experience pain and disappointment yet still cling to something that feels like its killing you slowly yet, breathing life into your soul, what meaning is there tell me, I cannot comprehend and I’ve lost words to describe the energy this phantom leaves me with. I want nothing more than to be in love. “What have I done?” I’ve traded my heart for reality, I gave up silliness, a young heart and a happy soul to pursue perfection, I have to ask where has my heart gone?… can I find it?… will it ever come back?… and will it still know me?… hate me?…or have nothing but disdain and contempt for my ways. Truth is we need love to feel alive, to breath, to know what pain feels like, so we can continue hoping for joy, to cry in order to know what happiness is, to smile in order to hide a frown, to lie in order to keep things sacred and to fight in order to protect things that are precious. Yet I still ask “Where has my heart gone? “ I’ve seen it in the eyes of those I envy, the youth,… who have their perfectly polished gleeful and uneventful lives, but for some reason I hope time will tarnish what they have as it has done mine. Never more have I wanted love. Enavescence ” feild of innocence” listen you’ll love it.Filed under Articles | Comment (0)
take a breath
Hey world whats up, your jolly friend Kyia here missed ya, well no not really, no, alright fine Freudian slip there, so i do miss you, you’re all are so lovable can you blame me.
Any who topic on hand here “Take a breath”
It was recently i realised i had a very strange habbit of breathing in between swallowing ( that’s when i’m drinking ) and i thought it was weird, but the truth is i just figured out why ! not cause i’m a total genius no guys here it is, turns out when you smell food it helps you to taste it better, you need your sense of smell, to appreciate whatever your eating, and I was here thinking I’m weird for that and all my body was trying to do was enjoy a meal.
In another aspect if you’re not taking a breath your not really tasting your food now are you?
Apply that to life
If you can’t take a breath while your hustling and bustling, trying to get by, paying off car loans, student loans, mortgages whatever, then why bother at all. Stop thinking you have to fit in some societal role and get things done perfectly in tip top shape, and stop thinking that you have to party excessively or over do it to truely release stress. Just take a deep breath in between and you’ll be alright.
Okay guys take some time to breath beleve me you’ll enjoy things alot more, what sense is to work your self to death and not have nay form of enjoyment come on even the guys in prison have fun and they;re locked up (just a joke nothing offensive).
“Till next week tooodles,”
“Bye lovies”
But seriuosly though try drinking O.J. and taking a breath with the glass to your head it tastes so sharp and distinct, all i’m really trying to say is take some time to enjoy the fruits of your labor.
See ya !
P……E……A……C……E !!!!!!!!!!!
oh check out BLU CANTREL FT. SEAN PAUL“BREATH”
How to feel
konichiwa! hey guys Kyia here.
I have a slight dilemma!! How is it that we can fall in love with all these different things in the world and never have the same feeling for any two things is life suppose to be like that are we suppose to be indecisive about love and the things and people we love, the moments we take joy in, are we suppose to trade up one thing for another to truly value it.
My world is beautiful and perfect but only because its imperfect and unpredictable, I love two things and I cant identify any particular reason for loving either of thses things, Any one else ever had this problem?
One of these things I’ve never had before i just feel a strong adoration for it, while the other I love and hate at the same time, yet I have an incredibly powerful bond to the thing i seem to hate and the thing I adore i have great curiosity for. I laugh and smile uncontrollably but still dont give in to being truely happy, all because I’m unable to make up my mind.
“Why is that?” am I greedy for wanting to to try a thing I’ve never had even when my mouth is already full, am I selfish for not enjoying whats already before me and traeting it as though it means very little to me, have I developed resentment , have I taken the thing that comes easy for granted and the one that I don’t have I decide treasured.
Why is it we always want the things we cant have, and when we do have it we don’t want it any further, it’s lost its shine and appeal. Until we see how someone else values it, that’s when it looks all shiny and brand new all over again and we start to think on how much we miss it and how it made us happy and why we ever left it behind, willingly forgetting all its wrongs and flaws and only reminiscing on it pleasure.
Well?????
what’s your response to that? Now do you see the dilemma, if I could just figure out “How To Feel” that would be wonderful
take a listen ‘Jason narzuka’ ‘after tonight’ its beautiful.
Filed under Articles | Comment (0)what to do when your stressed
Hey world whats up Kyia here.
You ever get that overwhelming feeling of dissatisfaction and frustration, and you have to stop and ask yourself “where am I going ?” “why isn’t this working out?” “what do i do next?”
Repeatedly i find myself in this position no not cus i suck! its cus i’m awsome and the world’s not cathcing up to my awsomeness, but beyond that thought kiddies, at times it seems where in these positions with a big question mark above our heads, i realised if i give myself enough time i can figure out most of my problems while everthing just works out by itself.
Funny thing is, we can all choose to be confused or take a break and allow the solution to find us, beleive me at times it works, its like when your looking for something you can’t find it, and the second you don’t need it thats when it shows up, hope you get what i’m saying “FREE YOUR MIND” give yourself a break and try to get away from every one and evrything or else you lose focus of a life worth living you cant be here for how many years ? and not have one totally joyous and free moment or atleast a couple good moments now and then. Its the only reason for hard work right? getting to play hard too, so stop depriving yourself and have some FUN for pete’s sake!
What? no ides on how to have some fun ok here are a few
1. Ok think of the kind of person you are and then just do the total opposite of your character, this will throw everyone off for the whole day and you get to secretly laugh at all of them when their trying to figure out what the heck’s ! going on with you! beleive me its hilarious the reactions you will get try video taping it if you can and play it back. dont keep it up for too long though just do like a 2hour gag and then after work go nuts some more with it, thats when its fine to laugh at yourself.
2. Make a prank call and tell the person on the other line how much you love them and have been waiting to tell them your true feelings, profess your undying love for them and of course they have no idea who you are so its hilarious.
3. Alright so your not into pranking people thats fine, spend about 2 days gathering a couple of your favorite old and new songs keep the theme similar right we dont want you jumping in and out of different moods it might add to your stress a bit, so if your working rock, country , alternative it don’t matter just pick a theme nowget your favorite food drink whatever, now dress up put on a bikini, get naked if you like(not if you have nosey neighbours) set up a some candles switch off all the lights play your music let the night light bath you and just enjoy the stars.
4.ok so you dont have time to yourself like that, fine, how about you spend a week collecting all your favorite music put them into special categories and for the next five days play a diffrent themes for each of your days, so you have a sound track to your life and you get to direct your emotions by using your music to control how you feel for the day. Have categories like i’m gona kick ass to day no mater what music, try to pick music that reflects your true emotion that way you get to vent and feel likeothers go through this too your not alone, like me i love linkin park a place for my head when i feel i need to tell someone off but i cant do it or else i lose my job i just have secret arguments thtough my music.
5.Do something random instead of going straight home stop off somewhere and sit and watch the day go by see how the rest of the world works without you at the controls just watch the worker bees work and laugh about if it were you in that position i mean your already in that position now just laugh about others there beleive me a lioght heart makes things simpler and more beautiful trust me try it and then tell me how you feel after thses 5activities guys i mean if your outta ideas already i can help with more just let me know ok guys.
Basically when you spend less time on stressful things and more time on things that stimulate your brain or get your blood flowing its easier to sort out your day, solutions come easier, thats what i find any who your welcome to try.
be good and stay kool heres a song you can totally check out you’ll love it “Nancy Sinatra Bang Bang”
Filed under Articles | Comment (0)Hello world!
ok guys let me know what you think feel free to give me blogging ideas i’ll try my best to get them up and posted for you but have fun here ok and evrything here is just for laughs see you guys around 